Monday was a horrible horrible day.

I was taking Dalton to his Manpower meeting and I was navagating through construction. Some guy pulled out and side swipped the car and scratched the hell out of it.
Missed my first class.
My Aunt died at 1pm.
And I had a headache from the crash that lasted 2 days.

Thursday I'm going to the wake and then Friday it the funeral.

Oh and I might loose my job soon so I'm looking for a new one.

So a recap on the year so far:
Great Grandma died a week before college and her funeral was held on the first day.
Grandma from Tracy's side has been in and out of the hospital for quite some time.
Grandma from my mom's side has also been in and out or the hospital but for less time.
Best friends dog bit me and he doesn't want to be my friend anymore.
Have a scar on my face that a lot of people stare at and some even comment on.
Losing hours at work and barely living from pay check to pay check.
Pulling money from my savings just to be able to afford gas.(happens almost every paycheck)
Then the stuff that happened on monday.

This has all happened within 3 months.
I called my doctor and have an appointment to get some meds for the bipolar. Hopefully that will help.
Otherwise I guess I get used to the little day dreams of swerving off the road and rolling the car a few times. Or the occational dreams of the dog mauling my face off.
So yeah. Life sucks. Don't grow up, ever, if you want to keep what little sanity you have left.

Oh and I forgot, I'll probably fail my GEO class but no worries.

So I thought I'd update yall for a hot second on whats going on with me.

Well currently I'm broke. I seriously just got paid on friday and its all gone towards bills. I don't even have enough to get food. So yeah, sucks.

I got the Birth control shot. Its not working cause its supposed to make you not have a period and here I am having it and it hurts so freaking much. I actually almost passed out because of it.

Mid terms are this week. Fun. I have a GEO test 2mro. ENG paper due Wend. And Art History test on thursday. Not fun.

Oh and I don't ever get a day off. I go to school for 4 days and then to work for the other three. Sometimes working during the days I also have school or pulling a double. So yeah... Tired...

Scar is doing better. I can actually mess with it now without it hurting. Though at work I was working register and someone thought I just had a lip ring that had been torn out lol. So yeah.

As for art stuff I haven't drawn much of anything except stuff in my notebooks during class. Not much has changed that way lol. Though some of it is pretty sweet. Oh and I now have an FA account. I'm Sarlune. But whatever.

I dunno what else to say.

If you're coming on Friday at 4 then please RSVP so i know how many people are going to be there. So far I got 1 definite yes and about 4 maybe's.

So I was thinking of havin a BBQ next Saturday if the weather is nice. It'd be held right after work. I'll give a heads up if it is gonna happen. But it was gonna be mostly bbq chicken unless you guys want something else. If so just tell me and I'll get it.

But it'd probly start around 6ish since I get off at 5.

Just leave me a message if you plan on coming.

Also, stitches are out and solid food is amazing. Didn't get a chance to talk to doc about anything I needed too. Oh well.

Lates

DATE CHANGED TO FRIDAY NEXT WEEK AT AROUND 4ISH

Heres the most detailed story your going to get out of me.

Saturday I got off work and decided to drop some stuff of at my best friends house and he said it was alright so I went. We got to talking and such and having a good 'ol time like we used to. His gf was jealous that I was there cause she was told she couldn't cause his parents are ass holes and didn't want her over there. And it didn't help that my best friend and I have some history together that I'm not too proud of.

That set me off first.

While he went to do something for his dad I decided to say hi to his dog. I never had a problem with dogs and if I knew that the dog was aggressive I wouldn't have even acknowledged that he was alive. But I didn't know so I went up to the dog. I walked slowly as not to threaten it or scare him. I held out my hand for him to sniff it. He laid down on his stomach. I bent down only about a cm and he jumped and took a bite out of my face.

Strike 2

Tony took me to the hopital since I was getting feint and loosing a lot of blood. His dad wasn't happy. His dad thought I was faking it. Thought I was trying to lure him away to have my way with him.

Strike 3

His gf was called to give him a ride after he dropped me off. She was jealous still cause I was with him and she wasn't.

Strike 4

I got the stitches and went home but not after I got both tony and his gf in trouble with their parents. Seeing her cry made me hate myself. Made me think I should have left by myself and should have told no one. So I cried. I was depressed all the way home, crying silently to myself, wishing the dog had killed me.

Sunday

I went to work and my coworkers kept telling me stuff that I should do. Things about sueing and such. I talked to him about it. Told him that all he has to do is have his parents make a claim on their homeowners insurance to cover the hospital bill. And that would be it. He says his dad is going to fight it. Says his dad will say its my fault. Say i knew the danger. For one if he makes a claim nothing comes out of his pocket. And for two I didn't know anything about that dog until Tony told me at the hospital.

Strike 5

I know a lot of people are upset about my last entry. but if you notice I deleted it. Also, I don't want any visitors unless you leave your drama at the house. I don't want to deal with anything right now. I really don't. Your business is your business. I don't want to be in the middle of it. For the moment, I'm not the go to girl for your problems. Talk to nick, he's good with that kind of stuff. Don't go and talk to the bipolar girl.

And no worries, I'm talkin to the doc about meds for it on thursday. I'm getting the bc shot, gardicil, stitches out and talkin about the meds